Most of the problems in life are because of two reasons: We act without thinking or we keep thinking without acting.(via kushandwizdom)
Its all my fault, i did this to me, i allowed others to hurt me and hurt myself in the process. I was only testing who i really was but i failed in a way because its not really who i was, it was what i did. I wish i could turn back time and start again but you will never learn once you tried and made mistakes. Yes, it could’ve been a better outcome but i was so reckless, so stubborn and i messed up. It just sucks cause i slowly lost or in the verge of losing ones who were close to me. They say you have nothing to lose, but deep down each one of us has. Each time i hate myself for whatever i did, the way i acted, the way i changed other’s perpective of me. I wish it will all just go away or even me perhaps but what good is that gonna do? Im not needed, they dont care anymore. Im new to all this, to these type of feelings. And i guess i’ve learned my lesson big time and im not down to ever feeling like crap again. I just have to becareful with my actions, what i say and what i think. I guess i would have to look on the positive side of this, is to take it as an experience and learn from it. I just want to change for the better of me and i hope i can stay true to my word and that it can be seen.
Do you ever just wish you could unmeet someone? like maybe they were great up first, or even for awhile. But then they cause you so much pain and sadness that it wasn’t even worth the good times. So now they’re just stuck in your life, in your fuckin thoughts. You want them out but nope, forever they’ll be part of you.
No point in being depressed or feeling alone. Im just gonna put on my best smile and hope i can keep it on. I rather choose to be happy than linger on thoughts and words said tht hurt me. Im responsible for myself and what i do. So while im still here, i better make the best of it and avoid making the same mistakes.
You don’t need anyone in your life who doesn’t want to be there.(via kushandwizdom)
Who needs guns to kill when you have words?Storm. (via glasmaedchen)